i watch myself  every counting step...
standing alone in the house terrace..
looking into the sky i ask to myself
"what am i now???"

i feel on the ground..
no strength to stand on my own,,
a tear escapes and i wipe it away
i curl myself and ask nobody..
"where am i now??"

My bones dont move..
they start to grittle..
i look to stars and yell out loud...
"why the hell it is happening to me ??"

Does anyone care ..??
Does anyone hear..??
Do they answer back..??
I ask my heart..
There is no answers coming back..!!

I watch my heart stop answering
i watch my brain stops listening

Everything passes by..
i start yell and shout high..
and i tell myself .."But i was always there..!!"